Things that are currently annoying me:
(disclaimer: I am sorry that this is a downer post for the most part. I have been trying extremely hard to keep everything in, but when that happens, I start spouting crazy. Not to mention most people don’t even read this anyway.)
- My room constantly smelling like fucking weed. (yes, I have candles burning but omg)
- Not feeling welcome in any part of my house except my bedroom. This is where I am. All the time.
- Like, fucking garbage all over my fucking house. How hard is it to clean up after yourselves?
- My lack of motivation to change my clothes.
- The awful abandonment I feel from my former internet friends.
- The abandonment I feel from most of my friends.
- The fact that I always go to visit my friends, but they never come to see me.
- The fact that I have to save to buy another car.
- These telemarketers who constantly harass me.
- Not having feelings for anyone, ever.
- My ipod feeling so empty.
- Not having a notebook to write in.
- Every time I attempt to open up to someone and share whats bothering me, they talk endlessly about their problems.
- The disgust I feel with myself.
- The lack of reading I’ve been doing lately.
- My lack of motivation to do some post-holiday cleanup in my room.
- Things about my job I can’t share on the internet. *Big brother is watching*
- Still not having contacts or new glasses.
- The intense pain I feel in my shoulders and neck every day.
